Time marches. I’m already half-way through my 21st year. I am almost done with my first year at a UC. If things go right, in a little over a month I should be in Brazil. Today is a holiday (Memorial Day). I did my essay and I feel I’m mostly done with my classes. But I’m sitting here and I feel lost. Lost is wrong word but lost it almost is. My thumbs have been bad for a month about now. They’re getting better, but I can’t really play video games either with a controller or a mouse. I can’t really get back into reading visual novels because I guess I am just tired of listening to stories. Reading a book is more mental energy than I’d like. Been spending more time than usual just staring at meaningless YouTube videos or politics about something. I should figure out something else to do. I’m not going to touch my thumb for probably another month.
Well I started this in May and now write the second paragraph in June. Well good news is that I fixed the problem again with the categories and tags. This time what I did is I updated the theme and it seemed to work. Maybe these issues I’ve been having were with the theme using outdated deprecated functions or something. I was almost thinking of entirely changing the theme there. But I’ve successfully made it onto Ubuntu 26.04, which means, if my laptop isn’t stolen in Brazil, I should be stable with this site for a good few years. I need to do some updating on the server side and maybe I’ll finally fix the analytics part to see if anybody is actually coming here (doubt). It’s fine it’s more for me to archive stuff.
But I’m so fed up with America.
This really encapsulates everything I hate about this country. Like utterly loathe. Like do I really want to live my life in such a country being terrorized by the Democrat biomass being goaded on by leftists and third-worldists. I think I’ve about had it. If I got that iQTS instead of a credential here it’d essentially be a severing of ties. Who knows, maybe one day I’ll get the courage to renounce my citizenship. Everything about this country is ugly. So. Fucking. Sick. Of. It. I think the #1 thing this year at an American college has taught me is just a general loathing of America. A system that allows and supports these rats to fester in its system simply deserves to be burnt down. Like I’ve genuinely reached that conclusion. There’s nothing worth salvaging here. Whole constitution needs to go. Think the question for America is how bad does it need to get before there’s intervention, and when that time comes who will have the upper-hand.
Haa… want this school year to be over already. I get to do this all again next year as well. Bloody hell. Well at least it took me all the way to that bloody Reagan talk by that idiotic female grad student for me to snap. It could’ve happened sooner. Think my experience just went off a cliff after the first semester. Guess the first one was just stupid luck where I felt I was actually learning something worthwhile. We’ll see how Brazil goes I guess. If I end up even halfway liking it there I might consider staying longer in the future. If not then well there’s always the Philippines I guess.
But I’ve been needing to learn some Portuguese, which is why those AI articles are up. More for me or if anybody finds them potentially useful. Sorry.